Monday, March 12, 2012

Meera


Ye kahani tab shuru hoti hai jab main 12th mein padti thi. Pados  ke Aniket bhiya ki shaadi hui aur uthal –puthal  hui mere jeewan mein. Ghar mein nayi  bhabhi aai unka naam tha AAkriti bahut hi sundar aur milansaar. Hum aur Aniket bhaiya bahut achche padosi they. Mujhe dar lag raha tha ki pata nahi bhabi ke aane se hum logon ke rishte kaise rahte hain.  Par bhabhi itani achchi thi ki unke aane se rishte aur bhi majboot ho gaye.
AAkriti bhabhi ke do bhai they Rahul aur Rohit. Shaadi ke samay Rahul post graduation kar rahe they. Aur rohit ne meri tarah 12th ke exams diye they. Bhabhi apne bhaiyon ki bahut taarif kiya karti thi. Par jab unse mulakaat hui toh unko badkar paaya. Main pahli hi mulakaat mein Rahul ki diwani ho gayi. Woh  bahut hi meetha bolte they. Itna meetha ki sun ne walon ko diabities ho jaaye. Chote se lekar bade bujurg tak ko apni baaton se jeet lete they. Unki har baat mein apnapan jhalkta tha.
Rahul aur AAkriti bhabhi mein teen saal ka antar tha. Bhabhi badi thi. Par har masle par samjhane ka kaam Rahul ka hi hota tha. Rahul ke paas har samsya ka hal hota tha. Dono bhai-bahan kam aur dost jyada they. Waise toh Rahul se bahut jyada mulakaat nahi hoti thi. Par jab bhi bhabhi se baat hoti thi toh unka jikar jaroor hota tha. Hum kaafi chote they. Ghar mein aksar hum bhai-bahan jhagda karte they. Bhabhi hamen dekhkar hansti thi. Kahti thi ki tumhe ladte dekh kar bachpan ke din taaja ho jaate hain.
Bhabhi se Rahul ke baare mein itna suna ki woh mere dillo-dimag par cha gaye. Jab unse mulakaat hoti toh bas unki baaten hi sunti rah jaati. Shayad ander hi ander main unhe  pyar karne lagi thi. Lekin hum ek jaati ke nahi they. Isliye iss baat ka jikar bhi kabhi kisi se nahi kiya. Woh padne mein kaafi intelligent thi. Isliye padai puri hote hi unki naukri lag gayi. Phir ek din aaya jab bhabhi ne bataya ki Rahul ki shaadi tay ho gayi hai. Us din mein bahut royi. Rahul ki shaadi ke din main bhi shaadi mein shamil hui. Pata nahi kyon? Shayad us ladki ko dekhna chahti thi. Jiske wajah se mere sapne chaknachur ho gaye ya fir Rahul ki dulhe ke roop main dekhna chahti thi kyonki us ladki ko toh main baad mein bhi dekh sakti thi.
Jab Rahul ko dulhe ke roop mein dekha toh  uske baad kisi aur ko iss roop mein dekhne ki chah hi nahi hui. Samay beeta Rahul ek bachche ka pita ban gaya. Maine bahut koshish ki par unko apne dillo dimag se na nikal pai. Ab meri bhi shaadi ki umar ho gayi hai. Mere liye rishte aane lag gaye. Lekin pahle toh maine kai bahane banaaye par kuch samay baad saaf taur se shaadi ke liye mana kar diya. Bhabi se ab bhi unke maayke aur Rahul ki baat hoti thi. Bhabhi abhi bhi bade chav se Rahul ki baaten bataya karti thi. Unka har roop bada nirala tha. Chahe woh pati ka ho ya pita ka.
Par achanak ek bhuchal aaya aur rhaul ki jindagi mein uthal puthal ho gayi. Unka parivaar tutne laga. Unke aur unki wife ke beech mein tanaav aa gaya. Jo ki samay ke saath badne laga. Rahul ka jeewan narak ban gaya. Itna achcha insaan par uska jeewan saathi uthna hi bura. Usne kabhi bhi Rahul ki samjhne ki koshish nahi ki. Mujhe Rahul mein dhundhne se bhi koi kami nahi dikhai deti thi aur use kamiyon ki allawa kuch aur dikhai nahi deta tha.  Rahul bahut dukhi tha. Uske dukh ki wajah se aksar bhabhi ki aankhon mein aanshu aa jaate they. Par Rahul apne aanshuoon ko badi hi aasani se chupa jaate they. Unki  baaton se kabhi pata nahi chalta tha ki iss insaan ne apne ander itna dard chupa rakha hai. Woh insaan jiske paas har problem ke anekho hal hote they jiske paas option ki kami nahi hoti thi.
Aaj apne jeewan ki problem ke hal nahi dhundh pa raha tha. Itna dukh uski life mein jisne kabhi bhi kisi ko dukh na pahunchaya ho, pata nahi kis ki najar lag gayi. Kabhi kabhi lagta ki kahin meri hi toh nahi. Nahi meri nahi maine toh hamesha bhagwaan se unki khushi chahi. Aur hemesha ye hi maanga ki unki raah ka har kaanta mere daman main aakar gire. Maine toh unse pyar kiya tha.  Main karti bhi kya woh they hi aise ki kisi ko bhi un par pyar aa jaye.
Aakirkaar unki shaadi tut gayi. Unka talaak ho gaya. Talaak ki wajah se unke jeewan ki kadwahat toh kam ho gayi. Par woh kaafi ghum sum ho gaye. Jeewan ke  har imitihaan ko paas karne wala apne hi jeewan ke itne aham imitihaan mein fail ho gaya. Woh apne aap ko doshi maan ne lage. Ki jaroor un main hi koi kami rahi hogi jo woh apni shaadi ko nahi bacha paaye. Lekin unko jaan ne wala har insaan ye jaanta hai ki unmain koi kami nahi.
Khair achcha samay nahi raha toh bura samay bhi nahi rahega. Bhure samay ki ek achchi baat hoti hai ki woh bhi ek din khatam ho jaata hai. Samay har jakham ko bhar deta hai. Unka bhi jakham bharne laga hai.  Ab dheere-dheere unke chehre par hansi wapas lautne lagi hai. Unhe ab kabhi- kabhi khus dekh kar mere bhi armaan jagne lage hain. Par meri  badkismati ki unhone mujhe kabhi bhi us najar se nahi dekha. Aur meri majboori ki main na pahle kabhi kisi ko kuch kah paai aur na aaj kuch kah sakti hoon.
Lagta hai ye jeewan toh meera ki tarah hi bitaana padega radha ban na shayad meri kismet mein nahi par bhagwan se sirf ek prathna hai ki agle janam mein mujhe meera ya radha ka nahi rukmani ka isthan chahiye.
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